AGE 7: TROUBLE AND FIRST LOVE...I don't tell most people all of this part of my life...But today I am.
When I was 7, my dad was arrested at the school for something that he was accused of doing to me by some "friend" who turned out wasn't much of one...She accused him of sexually abusing me😒...but of course this wasn't true.
On that day a social worker can to see me at the school...I don't remember much of the conversations and things that happened that day but all I know and remember was...she took me some where, to a kids home by the way it looked and sat me down and asked me things different things, she asked me to draw her things, things that I find hard and ashamed to say on here... She introduced me to people there at that place, she was nice, I suppose, in a way...
All I can say that I am so thankful my grandparents took me in...otherwise god knows where I would have ended...
...Summer time at Adventure Play Ground(APG) was where I first met him.Me sitting on the stage with my friend S. overlooking the entire place...
Then my eyes caught him...B.W....woww
First love of my life. Yes you may call it puppy love, but still 😍
That felt like the only good part about that year, he made me forget the things that were going wrong in my life...but of course all good things always come to an end especially for me.
We used to kiss in front of my friend S. and his friend but we thought nothing of it at the time...but one day when a staff member of APG was passing us she saw us kiss and she asked what were we doing and of course my friend had to turn round and say "They do it all the time"...Well my face was like, F*CK here we go again, this b*tch is gonna die...
But nothing ever did happen to me, But I never saw B.W. again after that...💔
...Just before the year was up my dad finally won his right to get me back...But something wasn't right. Home never felt like home anymore after that...
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