AGE 11: PART 1. DO I WANT TO MOVE? - OMG HE'S BACK! - LAST VISIT TO GREECE SPRING/VISIT SCHOOL...


One day J.W. and my dad sat me down to have a serious conversation...They asked me if I would like to move to Greece? They said it was up to me, If I didn't want to then we didn't have to...Of course I said yes without a doubt, but I knew what I'd be losing, my friends, my family, my home for the last 7 years, and I'd be losing her, K.A. my best friend, my partner in crime, the sister I always wanted...They said that we would come back on holidays to visit, but deep down I knew that that wouldn't happen...I felt like I needed a new start somewhere safer, somewhere new, somewhere free...That's why I said yes, even though it was the hardest thing I had ever decided...


And so there I was sitting in class listening to the teacher, when one of the staff knocks on the door and says that there is a new student attending the class, but he wouldn't be in my class but the other 6th grade class I was in Ash the others were in Oak, (Yes all the classes were named after trees) and then there he was standing next to the door... My face was in shock, it was like looking at a ghost! I'd know that face any where... I turned to one of my friends, R.G. and said "Remember the boy I told you about when I was like 7?" she said "yeah why?" "Well that's him!" B.W. is entering back in my life now I'm leaving for Greece, WTF!? I mean the first love of my life walks back in to my life and now I'm going to lose him again someone was seriously f*cking with my life...

So weeks pass I got speaking to him again, but we were never close like we were back then, he had turned more immature as most boys are...he even called me his double-ex-gf. Seriously WTF? But I knew B.W. still cared for me somewhere deep inside... I even got to know his sister who also got transferred to our school, M.P. (yes they had different last names) She was a year younger then me and B.W....I actually got to know her by singing she came up to me and said that someone said we sing alike, we both sang my fav song by Adele-Someone like you...We got talking quite abit and then she turned round and said "Wait you're the girl that snogged my brother at APG (Adventure Play Ground)!" I blushed a little and said "Umm yeah...I guess I am"... That was f*cking awkward...I also found out the reason why they got a school transfer, Apparently M.P. had a bit of a temper problem with one of her old teachers in which she through a chair at them...lol

Now that we knew we were going to move to Greece I had to start learning a new language once again...I studied with one of my friends moms who grew up in Greece for a couple of months...Just the basics for now...Then came my final visit to Greece, it was spring time back home it was the Easter holidays but in Greece it wasn't yet...I visited the school that I would be going to...They said that I would have to be put back a year or if I wanted I could be put back 2 years...I think the one would be fine as if I'd want to be stuck back 2 years! I went to class for a little bit to see what it was like, the kids were very nice...It was a little suffocating with so many people surrounding me though...

Back home, back to the private lessons...But now packing, selling, and trying to take every important with us and fitting it all into 1 van and a trailer...This was going to be hard...And then having to say goodbye, to my friends, to my family, to K.A. ...That was going to kill me...No more sleep-overs, No more playing with Teddy bears and dolls, No more midnight snacking (You know what I mean K.A.)...How will I ever live without K.A. by my side? I always thought I would grow up with her by my side always and forever...But now I've got to move on and grow up alone...and in the years to come things will be difficult things will make me grow up even faster...How will I ever do it? How will I ever cope?




Stay tuned & Find out in PART 2... PART 2. BIG MOVE!/SAYING GOODBYE - FRANCE - ITALY - HELLO TO MY NEW HOME!!

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